Unable to change

I am in pakistan now...........left Canada in the end of august as some of you might know. It feels kind of weird but good at the same time. It is always good to see some family after a year or so no matter how bad or good they have been to you in past.

Mom is still in Saudi and she will be here in about 2 months. Hopefully inshallah they can pass easily.

I regret sometimes that I might have made the wrong decision by coming here...........that is only because I really really miss some people.......Aadil, harshad, omar, dani, mo all the other bros and sissss I got to know while I was at Queen's. I was connected so much to people that they actually were my family all throughout the years, since I didn't have family in Canada. THANK YOU

The internet here is not so bad...............it is a bit faster than dial up and is on all the time like normal cable............meaning, if patient, I can still download some of the shows I like to watch (naming the TV shows is too much info for u guys, it is also confindential).

I am slowly starting to adapt to the environment. Heat, food, people, house.........a bit overwhelming. Hopefully Inshallah I can do that sooner rather than later.

Sorry for being so random today..........wait I am always random.............